Wednesday, August 25, 2010

...two weeks of loneliness...

it's has been two weeks she left me...
oh man! 
why i can't forget about her?
feels like shit man...

(masuk bab blaja sket)
it seems that a few couple of days i really applying my studies in my life...
have been posting quotes at fb...
hahaha...
*mengalahkan Shakespeare je aku nih* :D:D:D
and everyone love it...(great!!)



so, whose behind all this?
i admit that she's the one who triggers me...


a man is really lucky if he's the first love of a woman,  but a woman is luckier if she's the last love of a man...
*it seems that i'm not a lucky guy*


loving someone that doesn't love you is like reaching for a star..you know you'll never reach it but you just got to keep trying...
*i'm trying hard right now*
*or am i not trying hard enough?*

she's happy living with her life right now...
i need to happy be as well...
unfortunately it seems hard for me to produce a sweet and nice smile...
yes, i am smiling..
but inside i'm dying..
i'm just faking a smile..


before i met her, i never knew how it is like to look at someone and smile for no reason...


everytime i looked into her eyes, i suddenly smiled...
everytime i received texts from her, my heart is full with joy...
everynight we talk through the phone, it feels like the whole world is ours...


but now...
everytime i look into her pictures, i suddenly crying...
everytime i receive a text, i always hoping it is from her.. 
*cme tinggal harapan*
everynight is empty for me now...
~my world is empty~

there's no other girl that can do those things to me...
eventhough i have many  friends among girls, she'd the only girl that can fill my heart with love...
she's the only girl that capable of doing that...

ah man!!!
~i'm into jiwang mode la plak~
*cut it out raouf*


if you have it (love), you don't need anything else but if u don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have..

*i've lost everything*

but...
i'll keep waiting...
and waiting...

a very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love...

that's all for today's entry...
*mlm ni aku banyak merepek*

1 comment:

baby said...

this is so sweet :)
slow slow , time will heal the pain .