...two weeks of loneliness...

it's has been two weeks she left me...

oh man! 

why i can't forget about her?

feels like shit man...

(masuk bab blaja sket)

it seems that a few couple of days i really applying my studies in my life...

have been posting quotes at fb...

hahaha...

*mengalahkan Shakespeare je aku nih* :D:D:D

and everyone love it...(great!!)

so, whose behind all this?

i admit that she's the one who triggers me...

a man is really lucky if he's the first love of a woman,  but a woman is luckier if she's the last love of a man...

*it seems that i'm not a lucky guy*

loving someone that doesn't love you is like reaching for a star..you know you'll never reach it but you just got to keep trying...

*i'm trying hard right now*

*or am i not trying hard enough?*

she's happy living with her life right now...

i need to happy be as well...

unfortunately it seems hard for me to produce a sweet and nice smile...

yes, i am smiling..

but inside i'm dying..

i'm just faking a smile..

before i met her, i never knew how it is like to look at someone and smile for no reason...

everytime i looked into her eyes, i suddenly smiled...

everytime i received texts from her, my heart is full with joy...

everynight we talk through the phone, it feels like the whole world is ours...

but now...

everytime i look into her pictures, i suddenly crying...

everytime i receive a text, i always hoping it is from her.. 
*cme tinggal harapan*

everynight is empty for me now...

~my world is empty~

there's no other girl that can do those things to me...

eventhough i have many  friends among girls, she'd the only girl that can fill my heart with love...

she's the only girl that capable of doing that...

ah man!!!

~i'm into jiwang mode la plak~

*cut it out raouf*

if you have it (love), you don't need anything else but if u don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have..

*i've lost everything*

but...

i'll keep waiting...

and waiting...

a very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love...

that's all for today's entry...
*mlm ni aku banyak merepek*