~finally~

don't get confused with the tittle...

sometimes people assumed to early before they know the whole story...

on this post i'll go with one story to another so that all of u won't mix up...

first story ~ 8.9.10..

it's a  cool date, isn't it? 

8.9.10...

in a correct manner...

and guess what??

it falls on wednesday...

*apsal rabu lg??*

maybe some planned to confess out their feelings towards their loved ones on this date...

maybe some wanted to get married...

*ade ke org kawen ari bekerja??*

but for me...

it's officially and approximately a month i'm running solo...

wednesday is such a special day...

we can watch movies for only RM6...

a double scoop BR will only cost u a single scoop...

it's stated in the middle of the week...*waktu berkeja*

I WAS BORN ON THAT DAY...

all above is about the best thing that is happening on wednesday...

but on wednesday too...

she said goodbye...

i almost commit suicide...

*time ni tgh bebal tp Alhamdulillah otak maseh mampu berfikir*

*thank Allah nothing happened*

the 1st ramadhan for this year...

and on that particular date it's clearly stated that i've learned in a month...

too much until it's hard for me to write it down...

i'll make a conclusion at the end of this post..

next ~ 9.9.10...

nothing special happened on this date...

it's just that i arrived safely at my hometown...

on that night i went into the forest with my cousins to search for bamboos...

it's for our 'lemang' for raya...

but actually we our intention is to find a big bamboo so that we can create a canon..

huhuhu...

we also went searching for some banana shoot..

people claim that the banana shoot from the forest is have nicer fragrance for 'lemang' compared to the ordinary one..

then ~ 10.9.10...

the date is quite nice...

because it's raya eid...

i went to the cemetery with my grandma early in the morning..

i was so impressed by her love for her late husband..

*which is my late grandpa*

suddenly my eyes were wet..

*she crossed my mind*

bole plak kt kubur tu aku teringat pd yg tersayang...

before this i thought that this eid would be very different from the past years...

i thought that i would celebrate this eid with someone who is absolutely very special in my life...

but it seems that this eid is just the same as the past..

*sigh*

right now i'm just counting my days..

keep counting until the day i'll leave this place..

*leaving for good is such not a bad idea*

at that new place with the new environment...

i'll try to change my life upside down...

the scratch will still be there...

if she ever face back, i'll always be there...

to conclude...

dear me n friends..

life is to short to wake up every morning with regrets...

so, love the people who treat you right..

forget about the ones who don't..

and believe that everything happens for a reason..

if you ever get a chance, take it..

if it gonne change your life, let it...

nobody said it will be easy...

it's just that...

it's worth it...

that's all...

~to all of u~

*SELAMAT HARI RAYA ~ MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN*