tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-51646384210975019852024-03-14T01:16:52.427-07:00~life is unpredictable, and so as people around us~-tak banyak kata yang nak diungkap, tidak juga pesan untuk diselitkan-Raouf Sorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14977853065001820637noreply@blogger.comBlogger21125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5164638421097501985.post-34483852065477628092011-04-07T02:04:00.000-07:002011-04-07T09:47:27.874-07:00~Jiwa Meronta-ronta???~<div style="background-color: black; color: white; text-align: justify;">Assalamualaikum..haha...tiba2 aku terasa nk guna Bahasa Ibunda yang dah lama aku tak gunakan sebagai tajuk utama..i wanna share a quote that really suits me right now..<span style="font-size: small;"><span class="messageBody"> </span></span></div><div style="background-color: black;"><br />
</div><div style="background-color: black; color: yellow; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="messageBody">"waktu pantas berlari sampai aku sudah tidak mampu mengejar lagi sepantas ia pergi...mengekori sahaja sudah cukup baik barangkali.."</span></b></span></div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="messageBody"><span style="font-size: x-small;">you can follow this person's <a href="http://shafaza-zara.blogspot.com/">blog..</a></span></span></b><b><span class="messageBody"> <span style="font-size: x-small;">hehe..</span></span></b></span></div><div style="background-color: black; color: yellow; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="background-color: black; color: yellow; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="messageBody"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: black;"> </span></span></span></b><span class="messageBody" style="color: white;"><span style="font-size: small;">Tomorrow , the day will come..the day where i need to use all of my skills to face the hideous, reckless, and monstrous examination papers..haha..my battle everyday starts on 3 p.m. from 8th to 11th of April..then, i'll have two days break before the final grand battle on the 14th..inilah sebab jiwa aku meronta-ronta..takut dan risau jika kertas jawapan kosong ketika dihantar semula..manusia selalu kaitkan jiwa yang meronta dengan masalah hati..bagi aku, jika hati ini risau dan tak senang duduk memikirkan sesuatu itu pun dikira jiwa yang sedang meronta..ok..had enough..don't wanna talk about love issues right now..hehe..wanna stay focus onmy final exam first..hoho..</span></span></span></div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span class="messageBody"><span style="font-size: small;">Peluru 1: Esok paper pertama aku ialah RASOK..haha..bukan setan yang merasok orang..tp Revelation As Source Of Knowledge..singkatan yg dibuat oleh student2 IIUM..hihi..</span></span></span></div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span class="messageBody"><span style="font-size: small;">Peluru 2: Aku punya term paper dah lama masuk fasa terakhir..tapi tak siap2 lagi..procrastination really is a bad habit of mine..*rasanya masalah ni ade pada 90% student kot..haha*</span></span></span></div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span class="messageBody"><span style="font-size: small;">Peluru 3: Akan ke Bangkok pada Bulan May ni..huhu..</span></span></span></div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span class="messageBody"><span style="font-size: small;"> Peluru Berpandu Tomahwk: 18hb ni ade show LAWSOC..student2 LAW pnye...dengar kate awek2 LAW ni HOT..hehehe...mari kte tgk nnt..</span></span></span></div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="background-color: black; color: yellow; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span class="messageBody" style="color: white;"><span style="font-size: small;">Raouf bermonolog: susah sikit untuk aku menjawab dengan keadaan mata yang kabur sikit ni..spek frame tebal tak siap dalam masa yang diharapkan..tawakal je laa...~ </span></span><b><span class="messageBody"><br />
</span></b></span></div>Raouf Sorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14977853065001820637noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5164638421097501985.post-31921470875561420782011-03-26T23:24:00.000-07:002011-03-26T23:24:48.445-07:00~sorry seems to be the hardest word ~<div style="text-align: justify;">tajuk entry kali ini sila nyanyi seperti pak abu dalam cite hantu kak limah..trying to force myself to smile even though my head is likely to explode right now..my body temperature is like WOW!! 38.5 degree Celcius!! pheww..Alhamdulillah i don't have a paper to answer today..or else i'll be a dead man walking by Monday..okay..itu hanyalah selingan..haha..the main entry for today..i just wanna say sorry to my new friend *baru kenal sem ni* if i've made her fell guilty..my wall status didn't mean to fire her..just a general statement for everyone..because it's not only her making jokes with me..others too..tapi subjek mereka adalah dengan orang lain la..aku bukanlah manusia yang panas baran atau cepat ambil hati dengan perkara-perkara sebegini..cuma aku ingin kosongkan isi hati..tak mahu ada sebarang harapan ataupun ilusi..</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">kawan, </div><div style="text-align: justify;">aku memang tak pandai bermain dengan kata-kata di hadapan seorang perempuan..sebab aku ni pemalu tahap gaban..tambah-tambah lagi kalau dia seorang yang jelitawan..mulut aku akan terkunci..otak aku takkan berfungsi..kata-kata aku takkan ada erti..lawak jenaka aku akan jadi seperti makanan yang basi..nak dengar pun tak ada orang yang sudi..</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">dear friend,</div><div style="text-align: justify;">i just wanna say sorry again..to show you my sincerity in our friendship, i did confess to you and you promised me to keep it as a secret, kan? it shows that our friendship has already taken a step forward..lepas ni jangan la ang x mo cakap ngan aku plak tau..wall status aku tu pun hanya sekadar untuk menyembunyikan perasaan aku..dan juga mengingatkan aku supaya jangan terburu-buru dalam buat keputusan..supaya aku tidak terlalu mengharap pada sesuatu yang hanya diri dia anggap sebagai rakan atau kawan..bukan aku marah pada kau, bukan..sekarang ni ang nak bergurau cmna pun aku izinkan..nak usik aku dengan dia secara berdepan pun aku dah tak marah dan amat diperrsilakan..sebab aku yakin dia memang takkan tahu apa yang aku rasa dan itu aku boleh pastikan..lainlaa kalau ang habaq kt dia, kan?</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">sahabat,</div><div style="text-align: justify;">entry aku kali ini hanya untuk meminta maaf..this is my first time writing a letter of apology via blog..sebab, dalam facebook aku tak nak kena block..aku harap entry ni kau boleh baca sampai bawah..sebab aku tak mahu hubungan persahabatan ini merekah..kalau kau masih rasa bersalah, itu akan membuatkan aku lagi bersalah..membuatkan aku hampir menangis di atas tikar sejadah..</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">kawan,</div><div style="text-align: justify;">sedang aku menaip entry ini badan aku basah..bukan kerana tangisan tetapi lebih kepada demam yang belom kebah..untuk menulis entry kali ini pun aku terpaksa berpenat lelah..dan mungkin disebabkan insiden itu mungkin persahabatan ini akan berubah..bukan ke arah yang salah..tetapi lebih memahami dan boleh bergelak-ketawa hingga perot pecah..</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">peluru 1: bagi yg tak tau ape maksud peluru ni, sila baca bullet..hehe..</div><div style="text-align: justify;">peluru 2: Alhamdulillah Allah datangkan demam sekarang..nasib baik bukan time hari periksa..</div><div style="text-align: justify;">peluru 3: mungkin demam ni ujian Allah atau balasan Dia sebab aku hampir memutuskan tali persahabatan..maaf rakan..~:(</div><div style="text-align: justify;">peluru berpandu: aku hampir mendapatkan full dance step untuk lagu Ne-Yo One in a Million..huhu.. ~ ;D</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Raouf bermonolog: mata aku ni makin hari makin kabur..kena buat spek gak nih..spek frame tebal..haha..</div>Raouf Sorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14977853065001820637noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5164638421097501985.post-46845423426992891482011-03-14T11:03:00.000-07:002011-03-14T11:07:23.364-07:00~143!!???~<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">true love doesn't come by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly..</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">maybe you're just using ''wanting to search the perfect one'' as an excuse..</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">i don't mind..</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">because i'm certainly confident that you won't find one..</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">but if you do, please let us meet..</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">i wanna have a closer look and observe with my own eyes just for once in my whole life, how does perfection looks like..</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"><br />
</span> </span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">but dear (rasenye panggilan ni dh boleh digugurkan),</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">you can have it your way..</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">as i said, i don't mind..</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">there's no need to have a person that can't accept me..</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">yes i am sad..</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">but i won't let a single drop of my tears running down my cheek..</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">i'll continue to smile and laugh..</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">enjoying my life..</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">there's a person taught me this..</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">"in a world that's full with hatred, i only know two things..</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">smile and laugh out loud, even though pain will destroy my last defense.."</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">can have a look at her blog </span></span></span><a href="http://shafaza-zara.blogspot.com/2011/03/dalam-mata-dia-hanya-ada-kekasih.html"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">here..</span></span></span></a></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">silalah nikmati entry2 dr beliau yg sy tujukan khas untuk awak..</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">kyahahaha..~</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"><br />
</span> </span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">peluru 1: trying to make my own style of writing..*perhaps Malay + Proper English is good*</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"><br />
</span> </span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">peluru 2: kak zara's blog never disappointed me..except for one entry that i can't understand a thing..*die dmam laa*</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"><br />
</span> </span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">peluru 3: wanna watch Bruno Mars live in KL but unfortunately i have a paper to answer on that day..~ -.-''</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"><br />
</span> </span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">Me: The bright side of having bad times is that:</span></span></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">In bad times --> u're able to distinguish true friends from fake ones</span></span></span></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large; line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"><br />
</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large; line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">feels awesome can express myself today even though it's 143 today..*referring to the date*</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large; line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">korg faham kot 143 tu ape..~xD</span></span></span></div>Raouf Sorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14977853065001820637noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5164638421097501985.post-62059022435687998732011-03-09T19:37:00.000-08:002011-03-09T22:42:10.649-08:00~a hectic month~<div style="text-align: center;">sorry everyone..</div><div style="text-align: center;">aku langsung tidak punya masa untuk bertapa di hadapan komputer riba..</div><div style="text-align: center;">jika ada pun hanya untuk membaca..</div><div style="text-align: center;">baca apa??</div><div style="text-align: center;">teman-teman yg hebat berkarya..</div><div style="text-align: center;">siapa mereka??</div><div style="text-align: center;">mungkin anda..</div><div style="text-align: center;">ketawa..</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">di sini ingin aku sertakan pautan blog [sila baca: link] yang banyak membuatkan aku berfikir sebagai seorang manusia..fokus utama si penulis ini adalah manusia sama seperti kita..punya masalah seperti cinta dan keluarga..pahlawan berpedangkan mata pena ini bernama <a href="http://shafaza-zara.blogspot.com/">Lord Zara..</a>kenapa Lord Zara?? haha..sebab dia memerintah dunia blog dia sendiri..*apsal aku gune bahasa melayu baku kali ni?* kyahahhaa...~xD</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">x kesahlaa baku ke beku..yg penting penulisan beliau mmg cukup mengajar aku..mengajar bercakap dengan penoh sarkastik..hehehe..org yg dgr terasa mcm dilastik dengan tahi yg diikat dlm beg plastik..huhu..style x??? kyahahaha..</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;">nota kaki: 1. belom ade identiti sendiri dlm penulisan blog..</div><div style="text-align: left;"> 2. masih belaja dr pembacaan blog laen terutamanya blog Dunia Sebelah Zara..*blog tu style*</div><div style="text-align: left;"> 3. malam td join Jamming Akbar bersama IIUM Acoustic Band..*gig sopan*..everyone enjoyed our performance..</div><div style="text-align: left;">Aku: bulan ni banyak show..hoho..~;D</div>Raouf Sorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14977853065001820637noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5164638421097501985.post-49591056545318366332011-01-29T06:20:00.001-08:002011-01-29T06:20:31.969-08:00~mungkin satu dalam berjuta~<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.youtube.com/embed/w-2oEDxtRfc?feature=player_embedded' frameborder='0'></iframe></div><br />
<div class="MsoNormal"><span style="line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">harus aku akui bahawa menantikan sesuatu yang tidak pasti memang membunuh sebahagian daripada kekuatan yang selama ini aku kumpulkan..ternyata, kesakitan yang manusia lain laungkan sudah mula menyelinap masuk ke segumpal darah merah bernama hati..penuh berjaga aku cuba tapis segala unsur penuh cela, tapi ternyata, aku gagal sedikit walaupun masih lagi gagah.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">.senyum manis, paksa..</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 9pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
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</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;">panjang bebenor muqaddimah kali ni..actly bukan ni main point aku..cuma nk beringat-ingat..post aku kali ni ttg video yg aku share kt atas ni..aku dpt video ni lpas bc post mmbr aku kt <a href="http://lulabeestrawberry.blogspot.com/">blog</a> die ni..tu pn lpas aku x jd nk pg mancing..agak tacing gak laa ble aku tgk video mamat ni..aku terpikir..mampu ke aku jd mcm mamat dalam video ni?? susah wo0o..dalam drama bersiri baik melayu mahupun korea, adegan mcm ni slalu ade doh..tp when this thing happens in reality, serious sh*t gile agung!! </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"><br />
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</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;">nota kaki: </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">ujian kecil bakal bermula - tabahkah aku sebagai seorang manusia,pelajar dan lelaki?? Diam aku bukan beerti aku terlampau rela..</span></span></div>Raouf Sorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14977853065001820637noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5164638421097501985.post-82578152344720653742011-01-26T05:11:00.000-08:002011-01-26T05:11:39.517-08:00~The Kind of Person~<div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i><span id="goog_104838241"></span>The kind of person,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>Whom you can see better,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>When you miss them and close your eyes,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>The kind of person,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>Whom you think about more,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>Whenever you try to forget and erase them,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>I lied to my heart saying that kind of person will come,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>Though they never told you they would come,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>The kind of person,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>Whom you can't help but wait for..</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i> </i></b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i> </i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>I lied to my heart,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>Saying that kind of person will come,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>Though they never told you they would come,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>The kind of person,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>Whom you can't help but wait for,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>A love whose separation is to fast,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>A love that's slow to forget,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>A love that always hurt only me,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>That I was suffering through it all..</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>Did you have to leave me like this,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>You'll probably just take my life and love another,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>The heartless you who forgot me and went on with your life,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>You'll probably just take my everything and love another,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>You who forgot me and went on with your life..</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>The one who'd take my life and love another,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>The one who left me only with tears,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>Can't you wait for a second,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>And please hear what i want to say..</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i><br />
</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>That I loved them so much,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>That I loved you so much,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>Through you, through that sin,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>I'm suffering through this wait,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>That I loved them so much,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>That I missed you so much</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>Through you,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>Through that sin,</i></b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><i>I'm suffering through these tears like this..<span id="goog_104838242"></span></i></b></span></div>Raouf Sorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14977853065001820637noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5164638421097501985.post-56208667891206429572011-01-24T02:01:00.000-08:002011-01-24T02:01:13.077-08:00~My Last Concert~<div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Now, my sad appearance,</span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">There is a beautiful girl at the end of the stage,</span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">While I do my best to fight the tears,</span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">She is staring at me..</span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">At the backstage,</span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">That beautiful girl sitting on a chair,</span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Two tender hands on each other,</span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">While she stares and listens,</span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">To my story, oh..</span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">As the girl gets to know me,</span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">She gets more and more sad,</span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Step by step, she gets carried away by the song ,</span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">The beautiful girl can't control her weeping,</span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">She takes her way outside and leaves me,</span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Although the song came at its end,</span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Now, I won't sing about the past,</span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">This sad song..</span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">This is my last concert..</span></div>Raouf Sorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14977853065001820637noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5164638421097501985.post-53498004993507068962011-01-17T21:47:00.000-08:002011-01-17T21:47:23.622-08:00~Fallen In Too Deep~<div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Catch your eye across the floor,look what I found,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">No use in trying to ignore; you're all around,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Always keep me wanting more,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I do not know what is in store,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">All I know is I just can't wait to find out..</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">What I wouldn't give for us to chill,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Make a day of it 'cause we have time to kill,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">It's the life I wanna live with the gal I really dig,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Every moment spent with you would be a thrill..</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">How will you ever know?</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">You are all I think of now,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Please listen can you hear me out,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I need a shot to prove that I could be the one for you,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I will make your day or week or month or year just by whispering in your ear,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">All the things you wanna hear,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Let me sweep you off your feet..</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">No coincidence that you are here with me,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">We can make tonight seem like eternity,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">If there is one chance to have that sweet romance,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">You know it's only gonna be with me..</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Darling, take my hand and let me show,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">You all the places that you wouldn't dare to go,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I'll be here to guide you, shield you, hold you, and provide you,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">With protection, baby, you don't even know..</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I am not one to give up,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">You can't shake me off that easily,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">How would you ever know?</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">You are all I think of now,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Please listen can you hear me out,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I need a shot to prove that I could be the one for you,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I will make your day or week or month or year just by whispering in your ear,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">All the things you wanna hearLet me sweep you off your feet..</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Hooked on every single thing about you,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">It's too late to escape,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Just embrace our fate..</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">You are all I think of now,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Please listen can you hear me out,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I need a shot to prove that I could be the one for you..</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">You are all I think of now,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Please listen can you hear me out,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I need a shot to prove that I could be the one for you,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I will make your day or week or month or year just by whispering in your ear,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">All the things you wanna hear..</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I have fallen in too deep,</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I am all of yours to keep</span></b></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">If you let me sweep you off your feet..</span></b></div><div><br />
</div>Raouf Sorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14977853065001820637noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5164638421097501985.post-90460155278110590062011-01-15T02:04:00.000-08:002011-01-15T02:04:45.592-08:00~How To Love Someone?~<div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>The busy street where lights were dim..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>did not stop me from seeing him..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>The way he treated you and left you in the cold..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>He did you wrong..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>He had no right..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>He let you down..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>Without a fight..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>you watched him walk away..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>with the soul that you had sold..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>I ran to you..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>I saw you cry..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>while other people passed you by..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>I wiped your tear-stung eyes and said..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>Hold my hand..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>Don't let go of me..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>Forget the past, it never lasts..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>Don't look back and let me show you how to love someone..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>Have what it take to make things right..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>Make you feel safe in long, dark nights..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>Can always count on me to catch you when you fall..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>I'll be your footprints in the sand..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>I'll do just anything I can..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>If I had everything, I'd give it all..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>Broke into a million pieces..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>for all the wrong reasons..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>Gonna build you up again..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>Hold my hand..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>Don't let go of me..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>Forget the past, it never lasts..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>Don't look back and let me show you how to love someone..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>I'll cry your tears for you..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>I'll steal your pain from you too..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>Hold my hand..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>Don't let go of me..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>Forget the past, it never lasts..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>Hold my hand..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>Don't let go of me..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>Forget the past, it never lasts..</b></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>Don't look back and let me show you how to love someone..</b></span></div>Raouf Sorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14977853065001820637noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5164638421097501985.post-87628240974272846122011-01-11T21:58:00.000-08:002011-01-11T21:58:36.492-08:00-Tempat Asal Cinta-<div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Pernah jatuh cinta dengan orang yang hatinya sudah berpunya?</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Saya pernah. Dan sekarang masih mencintai. Saya percaya ramai di luar sana juga pernah. Normal bagi mereka yang tidak pernah, untuk menganggap golongan yang pernah ini sebagai <em>gatal</em>, atau <em>sengaja</em>, atau <em>mencari fasal</em>. Normal untuk kita berkata itu ini sebelum merasai. Manusia prejudis pada apa yang mereka tidak tahu dan skeptikal pada apa yang mereka tidak faham. Ini kelaziman kita semua. Jangan kecil hati.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;"><em>Gatal, sengaja, </em>atau <em>mencari fasal</em> – saya tidak akan mengiya atau menidakkan mana-mana. Boleh jadi tiga-tiga. Boleh jadi salah satu. Boleh jadi bukan langsung. Jangan bilang “kejinya, aku takkan buat begitu.” Perjalanan hidup bukan semuanya dalam tangan kita untuk menentu.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Pada saya, mereka yang melalui pengalaman ini adalah golongan idealis (yang perlu direalistikkan), sedikit lemah (yang perlu dikuatkan), dan yang paling penting, terpilih oleh Allah untuk dihadapkan dengan ujian.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Kalau jatuh cinta dengan orang yang hatinya sudah berpunya itu dosa, kenapa Allah menghalalkan poligami? Fikir. Yang bikin dosa adalah perbuatan, bukan sangat perasaan.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Saya berani kata begini sebab saya banyak dosa.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Tapi itu cerita lain. Ini cerita kita-kita.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Selama 20 tahun saya bernafas, mengutip pengalaman dari hidup sendiri, mengutip cerita dari hidup ratusan orang di sekeliling, saya semakin sedar, bahawa jatuh cinta adalah jatuh cinta.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Jatuh cinta setelah tahu dia sudah berpunya.<br />
Jatuh cinta sebelum tahu dia sudah berpunya.<br />
Jatuh cinta namun berpisah kerana hatinya diambil orang lain.<br />
Jatuh cinta, berpisah, dia mula hidup baru dengan teman baru, namun kita masih terus menerus jatuh cinta.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Jatuh cinta adalah jatuh cinta. Titik.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Sakitnya mengetahui bahawa orang yang kita kasih itu mengasihi orang lain, atau terikat dengan orang lain, adalah sakit yang luar biasa. Bilamana dia itu suami/isteri orang, tunangan orang, atau kekasih orang, kita serta-merta mengarah hati kita supaya berhenti. Jangan sayang lagi. Tak boleh!</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Hati tanya <em>kenapa?</em></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Kita jawab <em>tak boleh.</em></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Hati tanya<em> kenapa?</em></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Kita jawab <em>tak boleh!</em></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: center;"></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Setakat “tak boleh”, lut ke?</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Biasanya kalau ada rasa benci, akan lebih mudah untuk awak berhenti mengasihi. Kalau dia itu jahat orangnya, banyak buat salah, layan awak seperti sampah, adalah modal untuk membenci. Masalahnya dia baik (kalau jahat kenapa pula awak hendak jatuh cinta, betul?), dan dia tidak buat salah, dan dia tidak layan awak seperti sampah. Jadi modal untuk membenci tidak ada. Satu-satunya modal untuk berhenti ialah kekuatan diri awak sendiri. Iman. Nekad. Dua perkara itu paling payah hendak timbul bila sudah bertembung dengan hati yang sarat dengan nafsu hendak mencinta dan dicintai. (Dan orang gila mana yang tidak mahu mencinta dan dicintai?)</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Hati dengan otak, manalah duduk sebelah-menyebelah.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Apa yang saya buat dahulu untuk memboloskan diri dari keadaan ini ialah, saya berserah. Bukan berserah sekadar di mulut, tapi betul-betul berserah. Tahun demi tahun, saya semakin sedar bahawa manusia bukan kepunyaan manusia. Pasangan kekasih bukan dimiliki satu sama lain. Pasangan tunangan bukan dimiliki satu sama lain. Suami isteri juga, bukan seratus-peratus dimiliki satu sama lain. Lelaki yang saya jatuh cinta itu bukan barang runcit, yang saya boleh curi-curi ambil dari troli orang lain. Kalau pun dia dengan saya, satu hari dia boleh pergi ke orang lain. Kalau pun dia dengan kekasihnya, satu hari dia tetap boleh pergi ke orang lain. Dia ada otak, ada hati, ada kaki; dia boleh ke mana-mana sesuka hati. Setiap manusia ada hak dan daya untuk memilih. Jadi apa makna “pemilikan”? Apa makna “kepunyaan”? Wujudkah “pemilikan” dan “kepunyaan” sesama manusia? Siapa yang benar-benar memegang otak, hati, kaki, seluruh anggota manusia tadi? Siapa yang ada kuasa total untuk mengawal semua ini?</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Kawan saya kata, “tempat asal cinta ada satu je.”</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Saya percaya, kita jumpa jodoh kita kalau kita mula mencinta dengan mencintai Allah. Saya bukan orang yang paling baik. Saya cuma tukang redha. Tukang berserah. Tukang sujud. Tukang tadah. Dan semua ini paling ketara bila saya paling susah. Saya bukan orang yang paling baik.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Cuma dalam situasi sebegini, saya ambil langkah pertama dengan berhenti berfikir, “Aku nak dia. Aku nak dia. Aku nak dia.” Sebaliknya saya mula berfikir, “Terpulanglah, Allah. Apa saja yang Kau rasa baik untuk aku. Terpulanglah. Buatlah.” Redha dan berserah pada mulut adalah sangat-sangat berbeza dengan redha dan berserah pada hati. <strong>Hanya bila ia terjadi pada hati, akan awak tahu bezanya.</strong>Percaya cakap saya; sangat-sangat besar bezanya.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Saya percaya jodoh itu misteri. Letaknya di tangan Allah, bukan manusia. Jangan biar manusia lain menetapkan definisi jodoh bagi kita. Jodoh itu bukan mesti jatuh cinta dengan orang bujang. Atau lelaki berkopiah. Atau wanita yang tidak pernah berbuat salah. Menjadi isteri kedua adalah jodoh. Menjadi isteri pada cikgu awak adalah jodoh. Berkahwin dengan <em>office boy</em> tempat awak bekerja adalah jodoh. Berkahwin dengan <i>senior </i>awak dulu adalah jodoh. Berkahwin dengan musuh awak zaman belajar dulu adalah jodoh. Berkahwin dengan janda adalah jodoh. Berkahwin dengan lelaki yang lebih muda adalah jodoh. Berkahwin dengan duda anak tiga juga tetap jodoh. Kerana jodoh itu bubuhnya di tangan Maha Pencipta, jadi ia boleh datang dalam macam-macam rupa.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Kalau kita betul-betul hendak tahu apa akhir cerita cinta kita,<br />
kita kena berbalik pada tempat asal cinta itu.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Dan seperti kawan saya kata,<br />
tempatnya cuma ada satu.</div><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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</div>Raouf Sorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14977853065001820637noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5164638421097501985.post-37342308163497960782011-01-11T00:18:00.000-08:002011-01-11T00:18:49.060-08:00-Lelaki Bernama Halimunan-<div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Berbelas tahun dulu, ada seorang budak lelaki yang kurus kering. Sepet sebelah mata. Tinggi. Halimunan. Keinginannya tinggi tapi mungkin keinginannya kurang betul. Dia mahukan perhatian budak-budak perempuan yang comel di sekolah rendahnya. Namun bila dibanding antara dia dengan budak-budak perempuan itu, secara fizikal, mereka boleh dikatakan ibarat… jamban duduk dengan kerusi Jati.</div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Datang zaman degree, akhirnya dapat juga dia seorang teman wanita. Berdada. Berwajah comel. Masih mentah. Asalkan ada pasangan… kerana rakan-rakan sebaya yang lain juga ada pasangan. Mempunyai pasangan di alam remaja adalah seperti menjunjung sepanduk yang berbunyi: “Hey, tengok, ada orang hendakkan aku!” Jelas sekali budak lelaki tadi tidak suka mejadi halimunan. Dia cuba pelbagai sukan supaya ototnya lebih timbul dan tubuhnya lebih gagah. Bermain bola sepak, khasnya, boleh membuatkan dia kelihatan lebih menarik. Dia gigih belajar asalkan dapat menjadi saintis, atau juruterbang, atau peguam. Pendek kata apa saja pekerjaan yang nampak rumit namun sofistikated. Dia yakin gelaran “Dr.” atau “Prof.” atau “<em>Captain</em>” cukup gah untuk mengangkat kelelakiannya agar budak-budak perempuan yang comel dulu akan menyesal apabila melihatnya. Tambahan, gelaran sebegitu akan memberinya gaji yang tinggi untuk bergaya, walaupun dia buta fesyen dan barangkali pembedahan plastik lebih dapat membantu.</div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Sekarang dipertengahan 20an, Si Halimunan berasa <em>on top of the world</em>.</div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Seperti yang dijangka, dia telah memiliki pelbagai sijil yang hebat. Pekerjaannya sudah lebih dari stabil. Yang muda dan naif memandang tinggi terhadapnya. Dia mempunyai seorang teman wanita yg kedua sejak zaman universiti, malangnya dia tidak hargai. Tumpuan Si Halimunan terletak pada gadis-gadis lain di sekeliling. Tenaga dan minda Si Halimunan dihabiskan kepada cuba menjadi jejaka idaman. Dia paling gemar menjadi hero; menolong mana-mana gadis cantik di dalam kesusahan. Tidak kira agama, bangsa, umur, <em>single or in a relationship</em>- asalkan gadis itu berdahi licin, Si Halimunan akan minat dan pikat menggunakan kata-kata manis. Yang mana dia mengaku suka, dia mengaku suka. Yang mana dia tidak mengaku suka, dikata pula orang itu sukakannya. Begitu tinggi keyakinan dia.</div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Anehnya, Si Halimunan saja yang yakin dia <em>on top of the world</em>. Orang lain tidak.</div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Selain mencanang ke orang bahawa dia disukai oleh gadis itu dan ini, Si Halimunan juga ada tabiat menunjuk. Menunjuk kepada dunia foto-fotonya bersama pelbagai gadis cantik sebagai bukti bahawa dia sudah kacak. Menunjuk kepada dunia pencapaian-pencapaiannya sebagai bukti bahawa dia sudah berjaya. Menunjuk kepada dunia betapa aktifnya dia bersukan dan bersenam sebagai bukti bahawa dia bukan budak kurus kering yang dulu. Menunjuk kepada dunia segala ilmu dunia dan agama yang dia tahu, segala negara yang pernah dia kunjung, sebagai bukti bahawa dia bukan calang-calang orang yang tidak berpelajaran.</div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Orang lain sebagai pemerhati merasa kasihan sama Si Halimunan. Hilang arah. Terlalu mencuba. Seronok sendiri. Dihantui waktu silam sebagai seorang budak lelaki yang tidak diangkat julang. Namun kerana simpati akan keyakinan dirinya yang terlalu tinggi, semua orang tidak sampai hati hendak berterus-terang.</div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Satu hari, Si Halimunan terima sekeping kad. (Bekas) teman wanitanya yg pertama bakal berkahwin. Si Halimunan merenung cermin. <em>Aku mesti pergi. Lagipun kan aku sekarang dah lain? Aku bukan lagi halimunan. Aku mesti pergi dan tunjuk dia, tunjuk rakan-rakan lama, bahawa aku bukan aku yang dulu.</em></div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Pergilah Si Halimunan ke majlis perkahwinan tersebut. Sederhana tapi manis. Rakan-rakan lama (lelaki) yang datang semuanya sama ada terlalu kurus atau terlalu gemuk. Tiada yang menonjol atau berkarisma. Masing-masing berpekerjaan biasa. Sudah beristeri atau bertunang. Tidak sebebas dia. Bosan.</div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Rakan-rakan lama (perempuan) ramai yang semakin cantik. Semua memandang dia dengan senyuman. Si Halimunan kembang. Dia tahu dia semakin segak di mata mereka. Senyum-senyum itu membuktikannya. Bila mereka tanya apa dia bikin sekarang, dia bangga bercerita. Malu-malu tapi mahu; mahu juga bercerita.</div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Dia mengintai isi rumah yang sarat dengan tetamu mengambil gambar pengantin di atas pelamin. Bekas teman wanitanya masih jelita. <em>Berisi sikit</em>, fikirnya. <em>Tapi jelita</em>. Sekali lagi membuktikan Si Halimunan bukan calang-calang lelaki kerana dia pernah dicintai oleh wanita sejelita itu dulu. Suaminya, <em>aduh, berkali ganda lagi elok aku,</em>fikirnya. <em>Dengar cerita kerja dia juruteknik. Berkali-kali ganda lagi elok aku,</em> tegasnya. <em>Tapi ah, perempuan itu semua aku dah rasa. Kasihan. Bosan.</em></div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Salam demi salam, sembang demi sembang, Si Halimunan ternampak bekas teman wanitanya zaman universiti. Yang tidak dihargai. Bukan dia ada ramai sangat teman wanita serius, cuma dua, masakan dia tidak ingat. Cuma yang ini putusnya tidak berumum. Si Halimunan sibuk bekerja dan melayan kenalan-kenalan perempuan yang lain, dia tidak ada masa untuk teman wanita yang seorang ini. Putuslah.</div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Mata mereka bertemu. Gadis berambut panjang itu senyum ramah, tidak gentar. Malah dia datang ke meja di mana Si Halimunan sedang menjamu nasi minyak. Si Halimunan rasa janggal namun lagak biasa. <em>Entah-entah dia nak aku balik…</em></div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">“Apa khabar?”</div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">“Baik. Awak?”</div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">“Baik.”</div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Dia terpandang cincin di jari Gadis. Dahulu dia sama Gadis bukan setahun dua, tapi bertahun. Bertahun-tahun Gadis setia, bertahun-tahun Gadis menunggu. Menunggu dia matang. Menunggu dia berpijak di bumi yang nyata. Menunggu dia mahu. Menunggu dia berkata “pergi mampus dengan cuba menjadi hebat, pergi mampus dengan gadis-gadis lain, sekarang saya cuma nak awak.” Tapi tidak ada.</div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Selama dia kenal Gadis, dia tidak pernah nampak cincin belah rotan itu.</div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">“Ada orang risik.” Ujar Gadis tanpa disoal. Gadis sedar jarinya ditenung.</div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">“Oh.”</div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;"><em>Cepatnya,</em> bisik Si Halimunan. Tiba-tiba dia berasa Gadis cantik amat.</div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">“Indah kan dia-orang? Padan.” Gadis senyum mengeluh. Fikirannya menerawang.</div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">“Hmm.”</div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Si Halimunan tidak pasti jika perkahwinan itu indah. Dia tidak pernah terfikir ke situ.<em>Dunia belum kiamat. Hidup masih panjang. Banyak benda aku boleh conquer. Jangan kata kahwin, teman wanita yang serius pun rasanya aku tak perlu.</em></div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Pengantin keluar dari pelamin dan rumah, sedia untuk menyapa para tetamu.</div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Tiba-tiba Gadis bersuara.</div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">“Kita semua sama. Kerjalah melangit, kawanlah beribu, bergaji juta-juta pun kita sebenarnya sama. Takda siapa lagi bagus dari siapa-siapa. Boleh <em>enjoy</em> dengan seberapa ramai orang pun tapi <em>in the end</em>, dalam berbillion penduduk dunia ni, yang betul-betul nak hidup dengan kita sampai akhirat ada satu orang je.”</div><div style="color: #2a423c; font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;">Gadis berlalu meninggalkan Si Halimunan untuk bersalam dengan pengantin.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #2a423c; font-size: 12px;">Suapan Si Halimunan terhenti. Dia berfikir sejenak, kemudian dia bangun dari kerusi dan mengundur diri dari majlis. Rakan-rakannya terpinga-pinga namun Si Halimunan tidak endah. Kereta importnya dipandu pulang ke rumah. Di dalam bilik dia mengunci diri dan memandang cermin. Dalam cermin itu dia nampak seorang budak lelaki yang kecil, yang sepet sebelah mata, yang kurus kering, yang namanya </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><b>Raouf</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #2a423c; font-size: 12px;">.</span></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #2a423c;">*diolah semula drpd karya<b> </b></span><a href="http://waniardy.com/blog/?p=9475"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><b>Wani Ardy-Lelaki Bernama Halimunan</b></span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #2a423c;">*</span></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Trebuchet, Verdana, Arial; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 10px; text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #2a423c; font-size: 12px;">p/s: aku meletakkan diri sendiri dan masa hadapan aku dalam kasut si Halimunan...aku x nk pengakhiran begitu...aku mulai sedar disebabkan </span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">Dia</span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #2a423c; font-size: 12px;">...</span></div>Raouf Sorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14977853065001820637noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5164638421097501985.post-30183088041649142312011-01-09T06:05:00.000-08:002011-01-09T06:05:34.451-08:00-honesty is the best policy-<div style="text-align: center;">familiar with the words above???</div><div style="text-align: center;">yeah it's true...</div><div style="text-align: center;">it's something that my friends taught me about..</div><div style="text-align: center;">i don't know where to start..</div><div style="text-align: center;">maybe i just need to start by saying sorry..</div><div style="text-align: center;">sorry for the lies i've done..</div><div style="text-align: center;">maybe some of you now will never ever believe every single words that i tell..</div><div style="text-align: center;">maybe some of you still curious why did i started and where did i get the infos..</div><div style="text-align: center;">now i'll start with why i lied..</div><div style="text-align: center;">yeah it's true that i failed my 2nd test for me to pursue my undergraduate studies in UK..</div><div style="text-align: center;">before the results came out, i've already bragging about going there..</div><div style="text-align: center;">but right after the results came out, i was so frustrated and i don't know what to say to all of you..</div><div style="text-align: center;">i'm the type of person that doesn't want anyone to know my failure..</div><div style="text-align: center;">that's the 1st reason why i didn't let the truth out..</div><div style="text-align: center;">then, i'm the type of person that always trying to make myself to look strong by trying to gain everyone's attention and respect..</div><div style="text-align: center;">why i wanted that???</div><div style="text-align: center;">because i don't want to look weak after i've been dumped..</div><div style="text-align: center;">maybe from the outside i look strong..</div><div style="text-align: center;">but inside, i'm still a normal person..</div><div style="text-align: center;">i'm too soft..</div><div style="text-align: center;">eventhough i'm very well known with my words of wisdom and advices..</div><div style="text-align: center;">but i'm the type of person that can't listen to my own words..</div><div style="text-align: center;">yes i know what i did was over the limits..</div><div style="text-align: center;">i feel very dumb when i think about it..</div><div style="text-align: center;">some of you may ask, "ko x fikir ke klu kantoi nnt jd ape?"</div><div style="text-align: center;">yes i did think about it..</div><div style="text-align: center;">but i ignored it..</div><div style="text-align: center;">"because you can't think when you want to lie..</div><div style="text-align: center;">if you think, you might be caught.."</div><div style="text-align: center;">*i'm not encouraging you to lie*</div><div style="text-align: center;">*klu nk menipu tanggung sendiri*</div><div style="text-align: center;">up until this point, some of you may think, "peluang utk ke oversea ade ke x??"</div><div style="text-align: center;">the answer is yes..</div><div style="text-align: center;">i don't wanna talk too much..</div><div style="text-align: center;">so, here's the link...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://idmclient.org.vn/britishcouncil/my-en/"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">this is the main page of Malaysian British Council..</span></b></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://idmclient.org.vn/britishcouncil/my-en/sign-up.html"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">this is IELTS scholarship..</span></b></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.britishcouncil.org/malaysia-exams-ielts-how-to-apply-for-ielts.htm"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">meanwhile, this is how to apply IELTS</span></b></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.britishcouncil.org/malaysia-exams-ielts-ielts-test-further-study.htm"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">these are the Academic Reading and Writing modules if you want to study using English at undergraduate..</span></b></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><a href="http://www.britishcouncil.org/malaysia-exams-ielts-how-to-prepare-for-ielts.htm">this link shows you how to prepare for IELTS and there's also a link to search for full time and part time IELTS exam preparation courses and workshops.</a>.</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.britishcouncil.org/malaysia-exams-ielts-fees-and-payment-terms.htm"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">lastly, this are the fees that you need to pay..</span></b></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">other than British Council, you may take a look into <a href="http://www.mabecs.com/"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">Mabecs..</span></b></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.mabecs.com/entry.htm"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">this link tells you about the minimal criteria for undergraduate studies to UK(degree)..</span></b></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.mabecs.com/mabecsmap.htm"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">map to Mabecs..</span></b></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">if there are any inquiries any doubtful infos about the links that i posted here, you may contact<b> <a href="http://www.britishcouncil.org/malaysia-about-us-contact-us.htm"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">British Council Malaysia</span></a> and <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><a href="http://www.mabecs.com/contact.htm">Mabecs</a>..</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;">so, there are chances to study abroad..<br />
meanwhile for the scholarships that all of you always wanted is on the links below..<br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><a href="http://www.studyabroad.com/scholarships.aspx">http://www.studyabroad.com/scholarships.aspx</a></span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><a href="http://malaysia-scholarship.net/page/4/">http://malaysia-scholarship.net/page/4/</a></span></b><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB"><a href="http://allabroad.us/funding1.php"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">http://allabroad.us/funding1.php</span></b></a></span></div><div class="MsoNormal">UCAS???</div><div class="MsoNormal">if you pass the IELTS test, than u can talk about UCAS..</div><div class="MsoNormal">Newcastle University???</div><div class="MsoNormal">take a look on the links below..</div><div class="MsoNormal"> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB"><a href="http://www.ncl.ac.uk/undergraduate/degrees/"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><b>http://www.ncl.ac.uk/undergraduate/degrees/</b></span></a></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB"><a href="http://www.ncl.ac.uk/undergraduate/apply/ucas/"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><b>http://www.ncl.ac.uk/undergraduate/apply/ucas/</b></span></a></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB"><a href="http://www.ncl.ac.uk/undergraduate/course/Q306/entrance-requirements"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><b>http://www.ncl.ac.uk/undergraduate/course/Q306/entrance-requirements</b></span></a></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB"><a href="http://www.ncl.ac.uk/undergraduate/course/Q302/entrance-requirements"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><b>http://www.ncl.ac.uk/undergraduate/course/Q302/entrance-requirements</b></span></a></span></div><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 11.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-fareast-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><a href="http://www.ncl.ac.uk/undergraduate/course/Q300/entrance-requirements"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><b>http://www.ncl.ac.uk/undergraduate/course/Q300/entrance-requirements</b></span></a></span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal">this university is on my 1st list to study abroad..</div><div class="MsoNormal">now, i just can have a look..</div><div class="MsoNormal">it's only a dream for me..</div><div class="MsoNormal">maybe some of you might say to me,"peluang ade lg.."</div><div class="MsoNormal">but i've failed again..</div><div class="MsoNormal">too much money wasted..</div><div class="MsoNormal">i just don't want to burden my parents..</div><div class="MsoNormal">so, if you wanna study abroad, do it accordingly..</div><div class="MsoNormal">may any one of you can go there..</div><div class="MsoNormal">Aamiiin..</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">till here, some of you might think how did i get caught...*the true story*</div><div class="MsoNormal">i know that if i tell any of you the true story, even ONE of you know, the news will spread quickly..</div><div class="MsoNormal">i already think about the consequences..</div><div class="MsoNormal">and i know that i have to bare it because it's my own fault..</div><div class="MsoNormal">thanks to that someone that made me realize about this..</div><div class="MsoNormal">because of that someone, i don't wanna lie..</div><div class="MsoNormal">it's very painful when you have to lie about you're going far away from that person but in reality the two of you are very near to each other..</div><div class="MsoNormal">it's too painful to bare with it..</div><div class="MsoNormal">i can't stand it..</div><div class="MsoNormal">i'm not a heartless person..</div><div class="MsoNormal">because i care and love that person so much, i don't wanna lie to her anymore..</div><div class="MsoNormal">btw, the rumors about i'm trying to tackle one of your friends is totally not true.. </div><div class="MsoNormal">the only person that i'm looking at now is only that person..</div><div class="MsoNormal">to be logically, if i'm going to 'usha' the girl in that rumor, i don't need to reveal the truth to any one of you..</div><div class="MsoNormal">because if i want her that badly, i'll continue these lies and try to win the girl in that rumor's heart..</div><div class="MsoNormal">but in reality, because of that one person, because i lied to her once and get caught, i can't bare the pain to continue the lies anymore..</div><div class="MsoNormal">some of you may have someone inside your mind about who am i talking about..</div><div class="MsoNormal">but i can't say either yes or no..</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">i don't have anything to say anymore..</div><div class="MsoNormal">i've done my part with explaining the true situation..</div><div class="MsoNormal">untuk memaafkan atau tidak adalah tugas anda yg membaca post ni..</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">i already think about all the consequences after i reveal the truth..</div><div class="MsoNormal">it's ok..i have to face it..</div><div class="MsoNormal"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple; font-size: large;">i'm accepting my past without regret, i'm handling my present with confidence, and i'll face my future without fear..</span></b></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal"> plus, to that person, you already asked me to wait..</div><div class="MsoNormal">for sure i'll wait no matter how long it takes..</div><div class="MsoNormal">the only truth that i've ever told you is</div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"> <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">I Love You..</span></b></span></div></div>Raouf Sorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14977853065001820637noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5164638421097501985.post-54688884312050040422010-09-22T14:11:00.000-07:002010-09-22T14:11:03.004-07:00-changing method-<b></b><div style="text-align: center;"><b>starting from today i'll update this blog once every<i style="color: blue;"><span style="font-size: large;"> fortnight..</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>yelaaa...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>klu update tiap2 minggu nnt muak plak org nk baca..haha...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>biar kumpul cte best2 pnye bru laa org nk baca..hehe...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>telalu bnyk utk diceritakan...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>hang outs, mmbr dtg menumpang tido kt umah, beraya satu umah je...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>hahahahhaa.....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>we start from last week's story..</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>sepanjang cuti dunia aku hanylah bilik sendiri dan bilik mandi..hahaha...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>malas gile2 nk jalan pg beraya...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>but i have some specific dates that will i never forget..huhu...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="color: white; text-align: center;"><b><i><span style="font-size: large;">on 14.9.10...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>hang out with my buddies..</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span style="color: blue; font-size: large;"><i>afiq-t</i></span> and <span style="color: blue; font-size: large;"><i>syaforce sora</i></span>...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>we started to hang out at 2o'clock in the morning..</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>haha..<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: orange;"><i>*gle awal*</i></span></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>pg lepak mamak...<span style="font-size: large;"><i><span style="color: purple;">*</span><span style="color: purple;">bersyisya bubble laa kami</span><span style="color: purple;">*</span></i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>it was like heaven...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>i was very happy with them..<span style="font-size: large;"><i><span style="color: blue;">*souunds gay**pffft*</span></i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>bnyk cte yg dikongsikan...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>dh mcm pillow talk dh...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>hahaha...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>but every single thing is a secret between us....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>sorry folks...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>in the morning plak pg bantai roti tampal kt bachang....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>gle best!!!</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>nasi lemak 70 sen ade lg...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>pergghhhh!!!~</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>in the afternoon ktorg pg karaoke smpi lebam...haha....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>then snap some pictures during sunset....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;">*<i><span style="color: #444444;">apsal laa cte aku ni mcm dull je??</span></i>*</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;">*<i><span style="color: red;">gile boring time aku baca blik</span></i>*</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>haaa...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>b4 that...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>i met two persons that i really wanted to meet in my life before this..</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>it was mr hakim ishak and miss puteri...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>hakim looks like taufik batisah...hahaha..<span style="font-size: large;"><i><span style="color: orange;">*die yg perasan* :p</span></i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>n puteri is really cute to look at...</b></div><div style="color: blue; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;"><i>*m i in love again??**syoh3**menghalau perasaan</i><i>* >.<</i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>after that i went to break my fast with my friends at seoul garden restaurant...</b></div><div style="color: lime; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;"><i>*aku melantak bnyk gile*</i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>i'm really satisfied on that day...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>huhu...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="color: white; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;"><i>the next day..</i></span></b></div><div style="color: white; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;"><i>15.9.10</i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>kluar hang out ngan puteri..</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>i thought she was alone..</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>ade org teman plak..<span style="font-size: large;"><i><span style="color: red;">*bru nk romantik sket*</span></i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>hahaha...gurau saja...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>i made a new friend on that day...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>a guy named Naz...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b> puteri's besties...*he's not a gay ok*</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>n i had a really bad sore throat on that day...</b></div><div style="color: #351c75; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;"><i>*karaoke lg ngan diorg plak**dh laa puasa 6 lg**mmg lebam kaw2 laa tkak aku*</i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>in the same time....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>ade plak mmbr2 time asasi lepak bersama...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>so, after i hang out with puteri..</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>i went to them..huhu..</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>it have been ages since our last hang out...</b></div><div style="color: blue; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;"><i>*ttbe rindu plak zaman uitm dlu*</i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>i asked them to bump to my house for awhile..</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>eventually they don't...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>x pe...ujong mggu ni ade open house...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>if they're not attending mmg siap laaa....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>hahaha....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>n on that day is terrific too..~</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="color: white; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;"><i>16.9.10..~</i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>selamat hari malaysia!!!</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>i didn't go anywhere...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>sitting inside the room n hibernating...</b></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: x-large;"><i>(-.-)zzzZZZzzz</i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>mlm pg amek adib...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>then hang out with syaforce n afiq...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>on that night we laughed out loud...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>hahahaha....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>adib buat lawak kaw2 pnya...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>siap mmbr aku lg 2 org x tahan nk saket prot gelak..</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>hahahha...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>ktorg bantai teh disco fir the first time...</b></div><div style="color: #990000; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;"><i>*interesting*</i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>hehehehe...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>:D</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>balik tdo jap...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="color: white; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;"><i>17.9.10..</i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>hanya pg beraya ke rumah shahrul muhazzad....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>dpt duet raya bro...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>hahaha....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>ktorg dtg mengejutkan shahrul ketika matahari sudah memacak di atas kepala...</b></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;"><i>*apsal masuk sastera melayu sket ni??*</i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>ptg anta adib pg melaka central...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>on that night.......</b></div><div style="color: red; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: x-large;"><i>*jengjengjeng*</i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>ade umah terbuka polis melaka...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>hahaha...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>i went around the stalls there n have a taste on every stall's cooking...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>yg plg spesel is Kambing Bakar!!!*with <span style="font-size: large;"><i>blackpepper</i></span> n <span style="font-size: large;"><i><span style="color: #274e13;">mint sauce</span></i></span>*</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>too many hot chicks on that night...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>rambang mata laa seyh tgk sume anak dara pki kebaya...</b></div><div style="color: blue; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;"><i>*aku plak kan bru je single....*hehehehe......</i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>dok usha dri awal majlis smpi abes....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>hahaha....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>tp sempat laa dpt no sorg awek ni.....</b></div><div style="color: #20124d; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;"><i>hehehehe....*member lame daaa*</i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>nevermind...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>as long as she's hot...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>huhu...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>she's a part-time singer for RTM.....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>n she has a great voice too...</b></div><div style="color: white; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;"><i>*suara sbjik mcm dato' siti* </i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>korg ssh nk caye klu x dgr sndri die nyanyi...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>die dh comel laa skang....</b></div><div style="color: blue; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;"><i>*m i in love again??**syoh3**menghalau perasaan*</i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="color: white; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;"><i>18.9.10</i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>tlg parents apik topik buat open house....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>bnyk plak hot chicks merangkap ex-student dtg open house diorg ni...</b></div><div style="color: #38761d; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;"><i>*apsal aku asyik terserempak ngan hot chicks je mggu ni??*</i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>basuh pinggan, cawan, top up mknn, ais..buat air...</b></div><div style="color: red; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;"><i>*sengal2 satu badan aku*</i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="color: white; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;"><i>19.9.10</i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>awal pg lbih kurang 2-3 pg kluar lg ngan appik topik ngan foz...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>lepak2...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>ttbe ade bunyi <i style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-size: large;">KKKUUUUUAAANNNNGG!!!!!</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>aku ngan foz ingt bunyi katak....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>ghopenye apik topik kentut!!!!</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>sial btol..</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>hahaha.....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>x bole blah laa seyh~</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>hahahaha......</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>mlm tu luahan hati dan perasaan...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>ape yg masing2 rasa...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>walaupun ade x puas hati, ttp bg tau juga...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>pg mati sama nk jaga hati masing2...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>sbb tu laa ade kami 3 org....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>saling mengingati....</b></div><div style="color: #20124d; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;"><i>*mcm crite 3 idiots la plak*</i></span></b></div><div style="color: red; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: x-large;"><i>Aal izz well...</i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>hahaha....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>inside everyone of us have a lil bit of <span style="font-size: large;"><i><span style="color: #45818e;">Raju Rastogi</span></i></span>, <span style="color: #b45f06; font-size: large;"><i>Farhan Qureshi</i></span>, n <span style="font-size: large;"><i><span style="color: white;">Ranchodas Shamaldas Chancad@chote@Phunsukh Wangdu...</span></i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>hahaha....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>itulaaa yg melengkapkan kami.....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>tgh hari balik ke nilai....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;"><i>*suddenly i feel that this is my longest post*</i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>hahahaha....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>nevermind....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>asalkan ade bnde nk diceritakan...</b></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;"><i>*ttbe plak post kali ni mcm boring n lame*</i></span></b></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: x-large;"><i>-.-''</i></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>that's all folks...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>~Selamat Hari Raya...~</b></div>Raouf Sorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14977853065001820637noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5164638421097501985.post-78549560482203740312010-09-11T14:24:00.000-07:002010-09-11T14:24:28.174-07:00~finally~<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b>don't get confused with the tittle...</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b>sometimes people assumed to early before they know the whole story...</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b>on this post i'll go with one story to another so that all of u won't mix up...</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">first story ~ 8.9.10..</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b><i>it's a cool date, isn't it? </i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b><i>8.9.10...</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b><i>in a correct manner...</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b><i>and guess what??</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b><i>it falls on wednesday...</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b><i>*apsal rabu lg??*</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b><i><br />
</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b><i>maybe some planned to confess out their feelings towards their loved ones on this date...</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b><i>maybe some wanted to get married...</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b><i>*ade ke org kawen ari bekerja??*</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;"><i>but for me...</i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;"><i>it's officially and approximately a month i'm running solo...</i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;"><i>wednesday is such a special day...</i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;"><i>we can watch movies for only RM6...</i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;"><i>a double scoop BR will only cost u a single scoop...</i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;"><i>it's stated in the middle of the week...</i></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f6b26b;"><i>*waktu berkeja*</i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;"><i><b>I WAS BORN ON THAT DAY...</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">but on wednesday too...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">she said goodbye...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">i almost commit suicide...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">*time ni tgh bebal tp Alhamdulillah otak maseh mampu berfikir*</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;"><b><i>*thank Allah nothing happened*</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">the 1st ramadhan for this year...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">and on that particular date it's clearly stated that i've learned in a month...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">too much until it's hard for me to write it down...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">i'll make a conclusion at the end of this post..</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #274e13;">next ~ 9.9.10...</span></b></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">nothing special happened on this date...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">it's just that i arrived safely at my hometown...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">on that night i went into the forest with my cousins to search for bamboos...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">it's for our 'lemang' for raya...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">but actually we our intention is to find a big bamboo so that we can create a canon..</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">huhuhu...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">we also went searching for some banana shoot..</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">people claim that the banana shoot from the forest is have nicer fragrance for 'lemang' compared to the ordinary one..</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b><i>then ~ 10.9.10...</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><br />
</i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">the date is quite nice...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">because it's raya eid...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">i went to the cemetery with my grandma early in the morning..</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">i was so impressed by her love for her late husband..</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;"><b><i>*which is my late grandpa*</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;"><b><i><br />
</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">suddenly my eyes were wet..</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;"><b><i>*she crossed my mind*</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;"><b><i><br />
</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">bole plak kt kubur tu aku teringat pd yg tersayang...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">before this i thought that this eid would be very different from the past years...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">i thought that i would celebrate this eid with someone who is absolutely very special in my life...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">but it seems that this eid is just the same as the past..</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;"><b><i>*sigh*</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><br />
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</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">right now i'm just counting my days..</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">keep counting until the day i'll leave this place..</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">*leaving for good is such not a bad idea*</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">at that new place with the new environment...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">i'll try to change my life upside down...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">the scratch will still be there...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">if she ever face back, i'll always be there...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><br />
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</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">to conclude...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">dear me n friends..</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">life is to short to wake up every morning with regrets...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">so, love the people who treat you right..</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">forget about the ones who don't..</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">and believe that everything happens for a reason..</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">if you ever get a chance, take it..</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">if it gonne change your life, let it...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">nobody said it will be easy...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">it's just that...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">it's worth it...</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman';"><br />
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</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><b><i>that's all...</i></b></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><b><i>~to all of u~</i></b></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><b><i>*SELAMAT HARI RAYA ~ MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN*</i></b></span></span></span></div>Raouf Sorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14977853065001820637noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5164638421097501985.post-66978946922147597382010-08-31T14:34:00.000-07:002010-08-31T14:34:01.003-07:00~believe me~<div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><b>3 weeks has past...</b></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><b>slowly the pains fading away...</b></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><b>but she's still in my heart...</b></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><b>n i'm thinking of posting one of my notes for her...</b></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><b>so, here it is...</b></div><div style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">~believe me~</span></i></span></b></div><div style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>you are my pulse..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>you are my blood that runs in my veins..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>you are my tears that flows from my eyes..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>you are the wrinkles that forms when i laugh or smile..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>you are my backbone that supports me..</b></i></span></div><div style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>and ,</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>i wish you will stay that way..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>you create the smiles on my face..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>you make me shed my tears when you're sad..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>you make me bleed when you said goodbye..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>you make my heart beats faster when i hear your voice..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>but ,</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>if you were gone and you don't miss me..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>that's the sign that i should go..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>if eternity is plenty then it's still not sufficient..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>when the time comes, you'll fly away..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>therefore ,</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>promise me that you'll fly back to my arms..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>promise me when you are ready..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>you know that i'll always be here..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>even if my body is gone..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>the memories is still there..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>my heart is still yours..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>even if it stops beating..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>so ,</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>i'm not a good person but i'm loyal..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>i'm a cheater but i can't cheat myself..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>i DO love you..i DO need you and i DO crave for you..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>all that i'm saying is , i may not be perfect but YOU make me perfect and whole..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>no other person can do that..</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b>believe me~</b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><i><b><br />
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</b></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><b>p/s: Selamat Hari Raya dan Maaf Zahir Batin~</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div>Raouf Sorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14977853065001820637noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5164638421097501985.post-81513780029219246302010-08-25T09:24:00.000-07:002010-08-25T20:45:11.051-07:00...two weeks of loneliness...<div style="text-align: center;">it's has been two weeks she left me...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>oh man! </b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>why i can't forget about her?</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">feels like shit man...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">(masuk bab blaja sket)</div><div style="text-align: center;">it seems that a few couple of days i really applying my studies in my life...</div><div style="text-align: center;">have been posting quotes at fb...</div><div style="text-align: center;">hahaha...</div><div style="color: blue; text-align: center;"><b>*mengalahkan Shakespeare je aku nih* :D:D:D</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">and everyone love it...(great!!)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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<div style="color: #38761d;"><b>so, whose behind all this?</b></div></div><div style="color: #38761d; text-align: center;"><b>i admit that she's the one who triggers me...</b></div><div style="color: blue; text-align: center;"><br />
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</b></div><div style="color: blue; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>a man is really lucky if he's the first love of a woman, but a woman is luckier if she's the last love of a man...</b></span></div><div style="color: #3d85c6; text-align: center;"><b>*it seems that i'm not a lucky guy*</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="color: purple; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>loving someone that doesn't love you is like reaching for a star..you know you'll never reach it but you just got to keep trying...</b></span></div><div style="color: #a64d79; text-align: center;"><b>*i'm trying hard right now*</b></div><div style="color: #a64d79; text-align: center;"><b>*or am i not trying hard enough?*</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">she's happy living with her life right now...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">i need to happy be as well...</span></div><div style="color: red; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>unfortunately it seems hard for me to produce a sweet and nice smile...</b></span></div><div style="color: red; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>yes, i am smiling..</b></span></div><div style="color: red; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>but inside i'm dying..</b></span></div><div style="color: red; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>i'm just faking a smile..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="color: purple; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>everytime i looked into her eyes, i suddenly smiled...</b></span></div><div style="color: purple; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>everytime i received texts from her, my heart is full with joy...</b></span></div><div style="color: purple; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>everynight we talk through the phone, it feels like the whole world is ours...</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="color: #a64d79; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>but now...</b></span></div><div style="color: #a64d79; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>everytime i look into her pictures, i suddenly crying...</b></span></div><div style="color: #a64d79; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>everytime i receive a text, i always hoping it is from her..<span style="color: black;"> </span></b></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: black;">*cme tinggal harapan*</span></b></span></div><div style="color: #a64d79; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>everynight is empty for me now...</b></span></div><div style="color: #a64d79; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>~my world is empty~</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">there's no other girl that can do those things to me...</div><div style="text-align: center;">eventhough i have many friends among girls, she'd the only girl that can fill my heart with love...</div><div style="text-align: center;">she's the only girl that capable of doing that...</div><div style="text-align: center;"></div><div style="color: #666666; text-align: center;"><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><b>ah man!!!</b></span></div><div style="color: #666666; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>~i'm into jiwang mode la plak~</b></span></div><div style="color: #666666; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>*cut it out raouf*</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</b></span></div><div style="color: magenta; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>if you have it (love), you don't need anything else but if u don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have..</b></span></div><div style="color: #999999; text-align: center;"><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444;">*i've lost everything*</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="color: red; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>but...</b></span></div><div style="color: red; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>i'll keep waiting...</b></span></div><div style="color: red; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>and waiting...</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #38761d; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b>a very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love...</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="color: black;">that's all for today's entry... </span></b></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="color: black;">*mlm ni aku banyak merepek*</span></b></span></span></div>Raouf Sorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14977853065001820637noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5164638421097501985.post-26621516046559155142010-08-22T01:02:00.000-07:002010-08-22T01:20:25.495-07:00~who should be blame???~<b><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">L . O . V . E :</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><b></b></span><br />
<b><div style="display: inline !important; text-align: center;"><div style="display: inline !important;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"> Who should be blame if </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">a leaf is fell down from a tree???</span></i> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><b></b></span></div><b><div style="display: inline !important; text-align: center;"><div style="display: inline !important;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;">is it <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">the wind</span></i></span> who blew it down??? </span></span></span></div></div></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><b><div style="display: inline !important; text-align: center;"><div style="display: inline !important;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;">or <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">the tree</span></i></span> that let it go??? </span></span></span></div></div></b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><b><div style="display: inline !important; text-align: center;"><div style="display: inline !important;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;">or maybe <i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">the leaf</span></span></i> that tired of holding on???</span></span></span></div></div></b></span></div></b><br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg3DiNyLK0rNj2CZWZDWQGHrObyIKM5VR89d9ejL9CdDyt9ewzDX945SubJRE4zDMkybwC3x4Xln_6duER4OrIJ1L0hUaHLuite3bxfr2MJrFqm4ml8RaSFrcmPqF6BZtZ40qmZj4nPLXY/s1600/41409_100000676203190_6202_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg3DiNyLK0rNj2CZWZDWQGHrObyIKM5VR89d9ejL9CdDyt9ewzDX945SubJRE4zDMkybwC3x4Xln_6duER4OrIJ1L0hUaHLuite3bxfr2MJrFqm4ml8RaSFrcmPqF6BZtZ40qmZj4nPLXY/s400/41409_100000676203190_6202_n.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"><br />
</span></span></div></b>Raouf Sorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14977853065001820637noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5164638421097501985.post-2501698432008681762010-08-20T02:38:00.000-07:002010-08-20T02:38:48.777-07:00<div style="text-align: center;">it's already more than a week she left me...</div><div style="text-align: center;">looks like i'm getting back my usual life as a single person...</div><div style="text-align: center;">~nevamind~</div><div style="text-align: center;">hahaha...</div><div style="text-align: center;">i can smile back now...</div><div style="text-align: center;">it's not that i'm forgetting her or whatever...</div><div style="text-align: center;">she'll always b in my heart...</div><div style="text-align: center;">it's just that there's no point if she's happy with her life and i'm not...</div><div style="text-align: center;">*btol x??</div><div style="text-align: center;">hahaha...(a fake laugh)</div><div style="text-align: center;">even though i'm showing a fake laugh and smile, i still need to do it...</div><div style="text-align: center;">it's a starting point to be happier...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">~that's all for today's entry~</div>Raouf Sorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14977853065001820637noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5164638421097501985.post-932324034116255282010-08-18T02:18:00.000-07:002010-08-18T02:18:57.899-07:00~building a bridge to get over n cross the river of tears~<span style="font-size: large;"></span><span style="font-size: large;"><b></b></span><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIIntentionalStory_Names" data-ft="{"type":"name"}"> </span><span class="UIStory_Message">they say past is the past we need to move on to see the future..<br />
but how can we move on when our past is the only thing we want in the future....</span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>one of my friends say this to me:</b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>"don't u realize that sometimes the thing that u want in past is not actually the thing u want for future???"</b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message"></span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message"></span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message"></span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message"></span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message"></span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message"></span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message"></span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message"><br />
yeah man~ </span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message">i didn't realize it until u said that to me..</span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message"> </span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message"> </span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message">he also added that...</span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message">...sometimes the search is all we have to keep us going...</span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message"> </span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message">can i search my heart that lost in the path of love?? </span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message"><br />
</span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message"><br />
</span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message">but this is something that hit back in my face...</span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message">he said:</span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIIntentionalStory_Names" data-ft="{"type":"name"}"> </span><span class="UIStory_Message">"I'm sorry" is a statement. "I won't do it again" is a promise. "How do I make it up to you?" is a responsibility.</span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message"> </span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message"> </span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message">sometimes i do feel that am i the best person for her???</span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message">n the answer is no~</span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message">i knew that on the first day of Ramadan~</span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message"><br />
</span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message"><br />
</span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message">after i broke my fast that day, my two eyes are red, my feeling are blue..</span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message">i can’t sleep in bed cause i miss her..</span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message">but if she doesn’t miss me, than something is wrong...</span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message">cause my heart is sweet, that’s where she belong..</span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message"> </span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message">i kept thinking n thinking until i realize there is a difference in what we long for, what we settle for, and who we are meant for..</span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="UIStory_Message"> </span></b></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span class="UIStory_Message">rite now i'm building a bridge to get over n <br />
cross the river of tears~</span></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span class="UIStory_Message"> </span></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span class="UIStory_Message">but </span><span id="profile_status"><span id="status_text">to build a bridge is really tough n it doesn't <br />
need an individual strength..i need everyone's strength to help me to build it n cross the stream..</span></span></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span id="profile_status"><span id="status_text"> </span></span></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span id="profile_status"><span id="status_text">something's better is waiting for me <br />
at the other side of this river of tears~</span></span></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span id="profile_status"><span id="status_text"> </span></span></span><span style="font-size: large;"><span class="UIStory_Message"> </span></span></h3><h6 class="uiStreamMessage" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>need somebody to lean on until they need somebody else to lean on.. :)</b></span></h6>Raouf Sorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14977853065001820637noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5164638421097501985.post-13343172264671688992010-08-14T09:16:00.000-07:002010-08-14T09:16:54.219-07:00if u forget about me<div style="text-align: center;"><b style="color: #cc0000;"></b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>~for that one special girl from sabah~ </b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>You know how this is:</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>if I look,</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>at the crystal moon,</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>at the red branch,</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>of the slow autumn at my window,</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>if I touch,</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>near the fire,</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>the impalpable ash,</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>or the wrinkled body of the log,</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>everything carries me to you,</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>as if everything that exists,</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>aromas, light, metals,</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>were little boats that sail,</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>toward those isles of yours that wait for me.....</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="color: black; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Well, now,</b></span></div><div style="color: black; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>if little by little you stop loving me</b></span></div><div style="color: black; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>I shall stop loving you little by little.....</b></span></div><div style="color: black; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="color: black; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>If suddenly you forget me</b></span></div><div style="color: black; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>do not look for me,</b></span></div><div style="color: black; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>for I shall already have forgotten you.....</b></span></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>If you think it long and mad,</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>the wind of banners,</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>that passes through my life,</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>and you decide,</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>to leave me at the shore,</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>of the heart where I have roots,</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>remember,</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>that on that day,</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>at that hour,</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>I shall lift my arms,</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>and my roots will set off,</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b>to seek another land......</b></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="color: #0b5394; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b>But,</b></span></div><div style="color: #0b5394; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b>if each day,</b></span></div><div style="color: #0b5394; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b>each hour,</b></span></div><div style="color: #0b5394; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b>you feel that you are destined for me,</b></span></div><div style="color: #0b5394; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b>with implacable sweetness,</b></span></div><div style="color: #0b5394; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b>if each day a flower,</b></span></div><div style="color: #0b5394; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b>climbs up to your lips to seek me,</b></span></div><div style="color: #0b5394; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b>ah my love, ah my own,</b></span></div><div style="color: #0b5394; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b>in me all that fire is repeated,</b></span></div><div style="color: #0b5394; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b>in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,</b></span></div><div style="color: #0b5394; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b>my love feeds on your love,</b></span></div><div style="color: #0b5394; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b>beloved and as long as you live it will be in your arms,</b></span></div><div style="color: #cc0000; text-align: center;"><b><span style="color: #0b5394; font-size: x-large;">without leaving mine..... </span></b></div>Raouf Sorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14977853065001820637noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5164638421097501985.post-77775704279457416102010-08-13T09:42:00.000-07:002010-08-14T03:24:46.437-07:00~the 1st day of Ramadhan will be in my memory forever~Bismillah~ with the name of Allah i start this blog~<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">everyone who started to write a post may tell us a sweet story, such as <span style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">"i have a blog now!!!", "please follow me!!!"</span> </b></span> but for me it's the other way round..</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><br />
</span></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">the </span></span></b><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">1st Ramadhan</span></span></b><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"> will be in my memory..</span></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><b>it's because i juz broke up with my gf..</b></span></span></div><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">~standing under the rain..it feels good but you know it will soon make you sick~</span></i></span></b></td></tr>
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</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;">she's such a great person..</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;">we haven't complain about each other since we declared..</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;">but life is unpredictable n so as people..</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;">i'm juz not good enough to replace the memory about her ex with our sweet moments together..</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;">she kept remembering him..</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;">staying under </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b>his </b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">shadows..</span></span></span></span></div><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;"><b>~i'm not gud enough~</b></span></td></tr>
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</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;">i stood under the rain for hours this evening..</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;">now i know how it feels like</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;"><b><i> when staying with someone you really love even if you know you two can't be together for a lot of reasons</i></b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><b>.</b></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><b>.</b></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><b></b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><b>it is like standing under the rain..it feels good but you know it will soon make you sick..</b></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><b></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;">sometimes i really do doubted some tips about love..</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><br />
</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><br />
</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><br />
</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;">for example, </span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #4edbfa; font-family: arial; line-height: 16px;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6600cc;"> "A <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory</span></span></b>, but the guy she</span></i></span></div><div style="color: #4edbfa; font-family: Georgia,serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6600cc;">loves now stays in her heart."</span></i></span></span></span></div><div style="color: #4edbfa; font-family: Georgia,serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6600cc;"><br />
</span></i></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;">it didn't happened to me i guess..</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;"></span></span><a href="http://my.opera.com/magic_mania/blog/show.dml/257715">31 interesting tips about girls..</a><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">it is interesting</span></span></i></b>..naa~ juz some tips that can go either way..</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">so</span></span></b>, </div><div style="text-align: center;">if u guys wanna come out wit some tips,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b> </b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #990000;"><b>please,</b></span><b> </b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #990000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b>please, n </b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b>please </b></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #990000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><b>provide some true facts or researches that can support ur tips..</b></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #990000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><b><br />
</b></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #990000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><b><br />
</b></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">to my dear ex-gf,</span></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"> u r freely to go..go n find someone that is good enough for u..</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">not like me~</span></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">n perhaps that guy can help u to forget ur ex..~</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">i'll always pray for u..~</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">n please remember ur promises to me..~</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">~please keep ur promises~</span></b></i></span></td></tr>
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</span></b></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div style="text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">that's all for my 1st entry~ </span></b></div><div style="text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">Assalamualaikum~</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><br />
</span></b></div>Raouf Sorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14977853065001820637noreply@blogger.com